To begin with, guy’s seem to always want to waste my time. Heart break for me all started around the age of 16. I’m trying to find somebody who will be there for me on my ups and downs. It upsets me when I talk to someone who ends up wasting my time when I’m just trying to find REAL love. Afterwards, I’m the stupid one who cries over them and I actually get excited when I start talking to someone. My friends are the ones who truly know the struggles that I go through when I am interested in someone. I just plan on giving up on boys. I thought being gay would be easier in finding love but it’s just as difficult as straight people. Maybe love isn’t for everyone. Maybe everything happens for a reason but all I know is that if there is somebody out there for me they better hurry up and find me ASAP.